What will shape me

So introspective--that is what happens when your habit is to drink a glass of wine before blogging. I am watching this gorgeous documentary on the building of the pyramids on our gorgeous flat screen plasma. The fictious worker by whom this story is told loses his brother and I think, "All lives are mared by some sort of tragedy, I wonder what mine will be?" Something tells me it will not be in my past but in my future. What will it be and how will I bare it?