How can anyone study when the world is so beautiful outside your door? When everyday, more and more of your classmates facebook status display some form of 'whoop, I'm done' and you still have one more exam to write?
In fairness to myself, I did devote most of the day to my exam. But in all honesty, I am not sure how much of this actually entered my brain. I am really and truly planning to wing it. And the worst part is, wingin' it doesn't scare me anymore. Where is my sense of discipline? My sense of shame at not doing well on an exam? My forbodding that if I don't do well on this exam, it will impede my chances of getting a job next year?
Where are they? Used up on last semester. Hopefully when I wake up tomorrow, the fact I have a two and a half hour exam the NEXT DAY will be enough to induce proper exam prep. Fingers crossed!
If you don't hear from me before then, on Tuesday at noon I will be emptying my locker, officially done with second year law and off to a celebratory lunch with my husband and then some shopping.
Two years down, one to go!
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